March News

Hey everyone!

As you may have noticed I have been semi-active lately. Unfortunately, I’ve been going through some things in real-life that has affected my desire to be on my computer, let alone create mods.

First, I’ve been sick off and on for the past couple months (cold, flu, or both). Can’t seem to keep it away. Although I am feeling better now, just got to get rid of this cough. So, don’t worry.

However, the main reason I haven’t been modding is my grandma is not doing so well. Back in January my grandma went to the hospital for heart failure. She has so many health problems (dementia, diabetes, and she was diagnosed with breast cancer last year) that they couldn’t do much to treat her. So, they decided to put her in hospice to keep her comfortable, she’s 79 years old.

This news was devastating to me. We’re so close and she helped raise me (my mom had me when she was 16). Back in 2009, we moved from Ohio to Nevada and although I’ve been staying in touch with her and talking to her on the phone, it was the last time I saw her. Shortly after I moved, she moved to Florida so my aunt could take care of her. I haven’t been able to go see her because my plane ride when we moved here was the first time that I had a severe panic attack (it was so bad I thought it was a heart attack and I was going to die on that plane). I haven’t been able to get on a plane since. So, I’ve been beating myself up over moving away and not being able to visit her. She understands, but I still can’t help but feel guilty. She’s still doing ok, but we all know it’s only a matter of time and I can tell she knows in her voice when I speak to her. So, I’ve been a little depressed lately and haven’t been doing things that I usually love to do.

I hope you all understand. I apologize for not putting out new content (apart from the quick mod a couple weeks ago) and I feel terrible about it. I know I’m very behind in requests and I will get to them when I can. However, I need to get my desire to work on them back first because you all deserve my best work. I do have a lot of my own mod ideas as well that I know you all will love. So, hopefully I can get to them soon. I will keep my mods updated no matter what, so if there’s a patch check for updates.

Thank you all for your support, I’m so happy to have so many of you that enjoy using my mods.

~Scarlet

6 Comments on “March News

  1. Greetings from China! I hope everything will get well soon.Sending all my love to you and your family. Don’t worry about the mods, and please take care of yourself first.

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  2. Feel hugged! You go through a hard time, and your flu, etc. just reflects how you feel inside. And panic attacks, well, also do. Do not feel guilty (if possible), I think you just do not know how to handle this sickening sadness. And I tell you, nobody can really handle such sadness. This is a long way to your Grandma’s death for all in your family, and I am sure it is enough if all of you call her on the phone sometimes or maybe – the old-fashioned way – write some lines? Send photos or videos? Nobody can tell you how to get over that. Take your time. I am sure that everybody in the damn e-world can patiently wait for you. And who cannot – is not important! I think of you and hug you in thoughts. I have lost beloved people, too. And I was so surprised how that knocked me out of normal life. And I am very sure, your Grandma is aware of this, too.

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  3. Awe, never worry about not being active with making mods. Family and your health comes first. Take all the time you need. I will pray that your grandma will not be in pain as she continues through hospice care.

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  4. I’m very sorry to hear all that. 😦

    It’s okay, though, I understand. Please take care, you’ll be in my thoughts and prayers! ❤

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